Ok, I went on chemistry.com to see how much it would cost to subscribe since it is time to date again. I didn't want to get involved with someone while I was dealing with my health issues and I thought I'd clean out my archives, well it turns out the guy who I had been seeing has re-upped his and said that there was no spark. Ummm...that's not what he said to me. In fact he couldn't be bothered to say anything and just never contacted me after he said he would. For some reason, seeing he said that upset me. I know it's pointless to be upset by it, but I truly thought we clicked. Now I am doubting myself and that is not a good headspace to consider dating in. Arrgghhh...I'm not high maintenance, I'm intelligent, have a good sense of humor(so I'm told)and I'm a good friend. Yes, I'm not a stick figure with fake boobs, but there has to be a man somewhere that is not totally shallow.
Ok, now that I have totally depressed myself I'm going to sleep.